I never
used to need much of an excuse to play hooky.
But with
age and responsibility, I’ve gotten rusty at it.
I had
ample opportunities in High School. One advantage of sticking it out in the
Deep South public school system during the late ‘60’s/early ‘70’s was the
constancy of uncertainty. By that, I mean you never knew when a spontaneous
Race Riot might combust and create chaos. On more than one occasion, there was
enough chaos to warrant calling home and exaggerating fear for one’s safety.
“We’re all going over to Maggie’s house to wait out the storm,” we might tell a
worried mother, as she listened to updates on the radio.
But we
didn’t go to Maggie’s. We high-tailed it to a place called “High Shoals” and
celebrated our escape with a (thankfully archaic) beverage known as “Hoppin’ Gator.”
In
college, I didn’t even need that much of an excuse. Late night? Oh well,
sleep in and get the notes from someone more studious later.
Then came
marriage and children. It’s hard for parents of young children to play hooky.
After a while, it’s just not worth the trouble. With teenagers, it’s well nigh
impossible unless you want them to make the same mistakes you did.
So the art
is gradually lost.
At the
current stage, with multi-generational care-taking, it doesn’t even seem like a
possibility.
But is that really true?
Or have I
just lost my spunk and spontaneity? Have I unconsciously fallen into the fallacy that fun
is somehow selfish? That I’m not allowed to take time off from the daily duties
and to-do lists?
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My husband has owed me a bike ride for quite a while. (
Finally, after years of pleading, he agreed to get my aging bike repaired and
accompany me on a ride down the greenway beside the river that flows through our town.
First,
we had to follow his normal Saturday schedule, and visit the local organic farmer’s
market. We ambled around sampling the products. Engaged in good conversation
with interesting people. Inhaled tempting aromas in the crisp morning air. Listened to the live indie-folk music.
It made me step outside of my box. Forget about my worries. Live in the moment.
It made me step outside of my box. Forget about my worries. Live in the moment.
After
loading up on fresh greens, gorgeous, fat pumpkins, and aromatic, organic (locally
produced!) skin products, we drove to the starting point on the Greenway. Husband forced me to wear a
helmet. And then we just started riding, no end-point in mind.
He asked
if I wanted to turn back a few times. (I admit the hills were hell.)
But we
finally got to the end of the beautiful path.
We started
to turn around and go back, but something made my usually time-conscious,
goal-oriented spouse ask if I didn’t want to explore a little more. The end of the
trail was at the entrance to a local nature park. We kept riding, having
flash-backs of the last times we’d been there: birthday parties of our little
girls in the ‘80’s.
Then we
ran into people we knew. There was a grand opening of the new nature center. We
were coaxed into a tour. (I kept wondering when he was going to say, “Okay, I
need to get to the office now,” but it never happened. We stayed for the party.
The ride back
to the car was exhausting for me. But at the end, I felt as great as if I’d run
a marathon.
Surely, now was the time I’d be
dropped off at home so that said spouse could do something constructive with
what was left of the day.
But, no:
he asked what I wanted to do next.
Walk around
our fun and funky downtown? Look into some new shops? Eat a late lunch
atop the theatre where I attended Saturday matinees as a young child?
Yes, yes,
and YES!
Listening
to good music, sipping a cold beer as we waited for our order, looking out over
the city from a bird’s eye view, I felt as if he’d taken me on an overnight
trip to Europe.
Later, we went
to spring my mother out from the Retirement Home, and grilled steaks overlooking
the lake in our backyard.
We wanted
to share something of our escape experience with Mother, so we all went to the State Botanical Gardens
and absorbed some more beauty after church the next day.
It was the
most fun I’ve had in ages. The most freedom I've felt.
Sunday
afternoon, I surveyed the piles of junk lining the walls of the upstairs
hallway. I groaned at the mountain of discarded clothes in the closet. I
thought of all the things on the List I have to get done before retuning
to L.A.
But I
didn’t regret playing hooky all weekend for one single second.
Duty is always calling. Sometimes you need to turn a deaf ear, and run
away.
Spur-of-the-moment. Do
something unexpected.
Go on. I give you permission.
...for in losing ourselves in the
spontaneous joyful moments, we savor a taste of heaven.
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“…It is only in our “hours off,” only in our moments of permitted
festivity, that we find an analogy.
Dance and game are frivolous,
unimportant down here; for “down here” is not their natural place. Here, they are a moment’s rest from the life we
were placed here to live. But in this world everything is upside down. That
which, if it could be prolonged here, would be a truancy, is likest that which
in a better country is the End of ends. Joy
is the serious business of heaven.”
(C.S. Lewis, Letters To Malcolm)
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Does anyone have any creative ideas about how to play hooky? Want to share a story?
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